Colleen Rae ( Pearl Sunflower), Nes’e va’e (Two Shoes Woman) was called home to the heavens during the early morning hours of Oct. 2, 2021.
She was born May 6, 1957 in Crow Agency, Mt to Anna Mae Whitewolf and Peter Killsontop.
In her early years she grew up in Busby and spent most of her time with her grandparents Charlie Whitewolf and Susie Grasshopper. They proceeded her in death in the sixties, how she loved them! She was the first grandchild and took every advantage she could of it, After their death her, her mother and siblings; Eloise, Robert, Marsha and Marvin moved to Billings where she spent her pre teen years. She went on to join the Mormon Placement Program & finished her schooling in Spokane, Washington where she became a part of the Ward family.
She returned home & finished her education here, she went on to receive a certificate in welding in Gillette, Wyoming. She worked many positions in the Firefighting business, she also received her business & culinary degree in Billings, Mt. She was currently employed with the State of Montana
She enjoyed having her morning coffee, talking on the phone with her many friends & family. She also enjoyed eating exotic foods &had many health habits. She also enjoyed fishing, camping, dancing & singing. She was known for her famous “Cabbage Soup” that she believed healed everything!
She is survived by her children Alicia, Brian & Joshua, special granddaughters Devine and Aspen who she was raising. Her other grandchildren are Alize, Dylana, Romeo, Keen, Arianna, Kevin, Brian Jr., Anna Mae, Alorah, DeShawn & two great grandchildren Nova Mae and Ayla Luna. Aunts Effie Bearchum and Frieda Smith. Favorite Cousin Jocelyn Bearrobe. Special Neices Bethany, Kristin, Tia and Larie Lee. Special nephews Mike, James Seymour, Thomas Bearrobe Jr, Cactus Jack, Stewart, Kade and Bubba. Many more nieces, nephews and their children whom she loved as her own. Special friends Julia, Earlene, Event and Kathy that she took as sisters.
Her loved ones who proceeded her in death are her son Shawn Charles, mother Anna Mae, grandparents Charles & Susie Whitewolf, Aunts; Charlotte Bear Robe, Alvina Moore& Edna Deafy, Uncles Leo Whitewolf, Joe Bear Robe Sr., Cousin/Sisters Diane & Mardell Woodenlegs, Colette, Lisa & Tamara Bear Robe, cousin/brother Alvin Lee, Tom Bearrobe Sr. and Floyd (Rawhide) Moore. Granddaughter Rainbow.
Extended family include Snow, Whitewolf, Bear Robe, Smith, Bearchum, Moore, Woodenlegs, Gamez, Roundstone, Trusler, Small, Seymore, Deafy, Baysinger and Killsontop. Please forgive us if we left anyone out in this time of grief. She Loved You All.
A verse she loved, Peace be still…Mark 4:39
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Bonnie Bigback says
To all of Colleen’s family and friends, my sincere condolences and prayers for each of you that God comfort and strengthen each of you for the days ahead. Alesha, you are now going to be more Momma to those two girls who’ve lost everyone in their lives. May God bless and secure all of you as you adjust to all this time of trial. Better days will come in time.
Kathy Munson says
Many hearts in Havre are in sorrow for Devine and Aspen and the rest of Colleen’s family.
Eloise says
Oh sister, I’m gonna miss you. You always encouraged me to try new things and was always so supportive. When someone said I couldn’t, you always said I could. Why sister why?
Alicia “Sissy” Parker says
mom…😔
I dont know what to do I am so overwhelmed. You always took your sweet time why did you have to leave so quickly this time? No last I love yous, no I will see you later ,no bye dear daughter. Who is going to to listen to my ranting or argue with me or make me laugh when I am feisty? who is going to comfort me or get after me and still love me unconditionally.
I wasnt the only one who lost you so many loved you I take comfort in seeing their memories of you and the lasting impression you left on this world heaven did not gain an another angel they gained a saint. I love you always mom
Anna Powell says
Colleen Oh my fren my Cheyenne sister I was trying to find you o Meheyo keep you safe and I will see you again and I love you too!
Edna Ball says
I am so shocked to hear of Collen’s passing. I talked to her on Friday, October 1st. Stated she was coming in to see me on Monday, Oct. 4th. Now I hear she had passed! Colleen was such a friendly woman and I enjoyed visiting with her. She always talked about Aspen and Devine, how they were maturing into young ladies. She was so proud of them! I will miss her. Condolences to the family. Praying for strength and guidance to Aspen and Devine.
Mardi Milligan says
Dear Sweet Colleen, I am so sorry to hear this sad, sad news of your passing. Your love, your kindness and courage will be so missed. You have touched so many people’s lives, and you have certainly deeply touched mine. Your honesty and integrity is an inspiration to many. I pray for everyone in your family, especially Leland and your two children. It has been an honor and a privilege to get to get to know you and to work together. We will all miss you, my friend. Until we meet again — sending prayers, love and hugs to all friends and family. 🙏♥️
Mardi Milligan, Great Falls, MT
Vangie Solis says
My Dear Sister in the Lord. I Miss You. I will always remember you dancing and your hair was all over by the time the song was over. You always made me feel special when we would talk after Church and we just laughed and say, “Love You and if I don’t see you next time I will see you in Heaven.” Save me a place until we see each other and We will dance with Sister Larena Rowland all over them Streets of Gold. Love You Sister Colleen. Your Sister Vangie Solis
Cindy Washakie says
JOSHUA SR AND FAMILY ,
Condolences to you and your family on the loss of your mother,Colleen. Although I never got to meet your mother, we share a grandson Joshua WhiteWolf Jr., who was able to meet her.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family through this tough time. Take care of yourselves.
Joshua White Wolf Two Moons Jr.
Tamara Two Moons
Cindy Washakie
ROBERT LITTLE WOLF says
THE NORTHERN CHEYENNE CHIEF COUNCIL EXTEND THEIR CONDOLENCES TO THE FAMILY OF COLLEEN WHITEWOLF AND PRAYERS FOR STRENGTH DURING THIS MOST SAD, SORROWFUL AND MOURNFUL TIME FOR THE LOSS OF A BELOVED LOVE ONE.
Leilani Stewart says
My sincerest condolences to all of Colleen’s family and friends. Continued prayers for her daughter the two girls and my father, Leland Stewart. Colleen was a very intelligent, motivated and inspiring human being. I and my children owe her a debt of gratitude for not only taking such good care of my dad but us too. she was everything I dreamed a grandmother would be to my kids and so much more. Her thoughtfulness and kind heart will always be remembered through the rest of our days. Her and the girls will always be family to us. With all our love, rest in peace Colleen.
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Event Spotted Wolf says
My thoughts and condolences to Colleen’s family. You have been a dear friend/sister to me., I will miss your phone calls just to talk and visit. We been though a lot in the many years of our friendship. The good lord is blessed with a awesome, sweet and kind lady. You are now dancing and signing in Heaven with the angels and walking the path of gold. Until we meet again, I will greatly miss you, rest in peace my dear friend/sister.
L.L says
Colleen…its not easy having to wait until We meet again in Heaven…but I’m so Glad my future hold them gems of friendships …Glory! Glory! Thank You Jesus!
The Blessing of Kinship…let the Lord Bless and strengthen the children and grandchildren..with Great Grace to Keep moving forward….Be strong in the Lord and power of HIS might..Father God let the Love of God Keep their Hearts and minds through Christ Jesus…Amen.
With God all things are Possible..My Condolences to her Beloved Families.. Matthew 5:4. Blessed are they that mourn: for they shall be comforted…. Help us All that knew her … cushion the blows of life..comforter…Peace.
Shirl Robinson says
Condolences to the family. Prayers of peace and comfort.
Donna Stundahl says
I was so shocked to hear of Colleen’s passing. I just talked to her on Thursday. I’m going to miss my prayer buddy so much. She and I would have a good time laughing and cutting up until our sides hurt. Her kids and grandkids got a kick out of seeing her get so tickled when we were together. I’ll miss you Colleen but I know I’ll see you again.
My heart and prayers go out to her family whom she loved so much. We would pray for them often. I’m honored to have the pleasure of meeting them and I will continue to keep you all in my prayers.
Mary Killsontop says
Sorry for the loss of my daughter’s aunt. Verle s sister. I never met her, but I know she would have loved verles children Tessa Rae and Royce (in heaven with his dad) and grand children, Tessa Marie and Tylin of Zuni new Mexico, Shaynice, Sklu, Verle and Jolan of Arapahoe Wyoming.
It’s a sad day finding out she has gone on.
Prayers for her siblings, children, grands and greats.
All relations.
Jose S Orozco says
I remember she opened her home, for me to stay here in Billings. She gave me an opportunity to be closer to my kids, although things didn’t work out as planned… I’m still here in town going on a decade consistently. Was able to start my own business in the construction and roofing. All glory to God our Father in heaven 🙏 🙌 ❤. One time I got really sick, and she made me sum homemade chicken noodle soup…..within a couple hours I was feeling better . I am greatfull for her and will see her someday in heaven…..this place is not our home, we’re just sojourners passing through. In Jesus mighty name 🙏
Steve Solis says
Be at peace, my friend. Going to miss you..Stevie
Brenda sobosky says
You will be sorely missed
Devine R. Parker. says
Dear Madre,
I miss you, endlessly. I’m trying to be the best I could for you and how you would want me too. I miss our late drives and our wild adventures, everyday. You were more than my grandmother but my mother, also. I feel like, it’s my fault… I could of done better to take care of you. I wish, we were back in our tiny home. I would like to shed a tear, but it’s just not happening. I love you, to the moon and back. I miss you, Gma. It broke my heart, knowing I had the last hug… love youu
Devine R. Parker. says
Dear Madre,
Not a day goes by of me not thinking about you. I miss you so much GMA. I miss my daily hugs and kisses. Our good and bad moments. Especially, our family… grandpa and you were always there for me, regardless. I feel so alone. I wish this was a dream. I have trouble sleeping grandma, I miss you comforting me and telling me things are going to be just fine. I miss everything! You were the butter to my biscuit. Come back, please. I need my mother. My heart feels so incomplete.
Aspen Parker says
Dear Grandma ,
We all miss you ! but knowing you’re gone ……..and not coming back . We must be strong and let go . grief isn’t something I want to live with all my life or have within my tears . I’m growing up living a life with so much happiness in it . just imagine what it is like in heaven ! so happy and so much love . nothing to go wrong . Happiness is what I want for you and for me ,everyone ! you use to say “do what you want , don’t let anyone get in your way ” I used to tell you “grandma someday I want to be the president of the united states !” Well I’m having a little practice here . I’m trying to be the scholar you encouraged me to be . anyways I got to get on with my life . I’ll see you later .
P.S I love you
sincerely , Aspen Parker
Devine R. Parker says
Dear mom,
I miss u. So much. I wanna die, I made so many bad decisions and if you were here I would have made good ones. I woulda, woulda. I wish you were here all the time. We went from home to home. To doing drugs and not caring no more. You only cared for me and it made me feel loved and now I never feel loved by used. Mom please come back. I hate myself. Please mom, I need u.
Devine R. Parker says
Dear mom,
I blocked out all the negative out. I think I went a little crazy… I went to myca. Remember we talked about that? Well I became “the most improved cadet” on my platoon and the entire company. I got a scholarship, became a phlebotomist, cpr certified and babysitter certified. Aren’t you proud of me? I changed mama! I’m going to job corps, gonna be successful just like you told me I could be. I sure do miss you meemaw. I think about you everyday. Oh yeah, I’m gonna get myself baptized Mormon because yenno you were. I miss Aspenita, she doesn’t want nothing to do with me. She thinks it’s my fault and I don’t blame her, I wish I was the strong one when you left but I wasn’t. You were my best friend. We spent everyday doing things together and I wish we still could. I love you GMA. My whole heart.
-Devine R. Parker